Hard To Be

Ways to worry me don't work
I feel cold
And all the things that you don't know
I feel slow

I can't begin to see
What people see in me
But I hear them laugh at all I do
They never seem to laugh at you

Hard to be
So attached to me
People wait in line
To see if I will pass my prime
Hard to do
What you want me to
Ignore these thoughts that rack my brain

Another day goes by I feel
I feel alone
Don't tell me where to turn
'Cause I don't know

I wish you'd talk to me
And try to make me see
But I look around and I'm the clown
I'm too fucked up to thank you now

Hard to be
So in touch with me
Leave your name at the door
Don't come around here no more
Hard to know
Where I got to go
Leave it up to me and feel my pain
(Don't leave me here - I don't want you)

All the way
All the way
All the way - yeah